Has the island ever looked more beautiful today when the sun shines? Do you ever want to live anywhere else on a day like today? I can't bear it, just want to run away and hide.How is it that people who've done the most terrible terrible things live to ripe old ages in prison and yet someone who has never done anyone any harm gets a bout with chemotherapy? I've had my faith tested in many ways over the last few years and yet I have to ask, why test my faith out by hurting someone I'd die for? Why not just take me and be done? What happened to all-knowing and all-seeing, not to mention compassion?As you can see, I've moved on to stage 4 - anger. It aint pretty.