Somehow, if I had seen a vision of my child with head shaved - I would have believed it some kind of initiation to join some hippy boho commune or something. Or a religious order. Or something.Not cancer. you just dont see that on the 'medium' shows do you....yes..i can see you with your head shaved..and yessss...you have cancer...and it's life threatening...clapping from the studio audience......keep hearing the peter cook and dudley moore skit from 'derek and clive live' where every person they mention has caaaaaancer..! still worth a smirk even in these dark days.Back across for a big belt of chemo tommorrow - fingers crossed everyone! I'm going to make this blog more positive - well I'll try to anyway.