Went for treatment to Liverpool without us today - one of the hardest things I've ever had to do...let go....and if I find it difficult, heaven alone knows how the huntergatherer is holding up! Waiting for the car to arrive, coming back off the last flight. How did people manage during the war without going completely off their rockers? All that waiting and waiting, must have been like an eternity, but then everyone was in it together in the same boat.....dont know what to do with myself