Can You Hear Me?

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all i want to hear,

is your voice whispering anything in my ear.

just to feel whatever you feel.

ill turn the clock back every morning,

just to stay up all night talking to you.

i feel my footsteps,

burning holes -

on the way to my bed.

where ill never sleep.

just find the secrets underneath my pillows.

letters to god,

i promise ill nevr say out.

heres me pulling at the gates to heaven,

please push me the other way.

now this is the most ive ever smiled,

and the least ive ever meant it.

pass me an empty gun.

and a glass to wash away my sorrows.

another shot,

im going down.

will i take me with you?

say yes say yes say yes

a million regrets,

i posess.

re-write all youre endings,

ill never be in the first draft.

but maybe one day,

maybe one day..

im worried sick.

desperate wreck.

i dont care about me.

say yes say yes sy yes.

i dont wnat your laugh to ever break.

im worried sick.

i dont want another night away.

from the synthetic comfort of emptiness.

 

dont you sometimes get those times,

knowing,

this will be the day that i die?

then another afternoon, there,

thinking,

man,im so dumb.

life is such a game.

well i cant shake this off.

i dont know what to do,

or what to say.

 

i know you know.

i know you dont.

i cant see inside your head.

the things well never know,

the only things that will ever make sense..

 

please dont leave me,

im not ready.

youre so beauiful, so beauifuly imperfect.

i dont care how may lives you get,

just smile, just smile -

please,

DONT FORGET.

 

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