Raw Messiah

[Jeremy]

Watching in hate when all I want is peace

Sedate these emotions like the label on the shampoo

No more tears, No more tears, No more tears,

Nothing more thatn an adverisment of my abuse

This broken piece of insanity

A once made then dropped, Smashing

I smile with no thoughts of past mistakes

Untill the face rears its now ugly head round the corner

Something inside is opening again

Doors I made are closing instead

Vanity and manifesting disease

Something different about this clock

When time moved forward instead of back

I held my head above the wave, Be strong

I see the dirty reality and slip back under

Drowning in a sea of my now unknown eyes

Why should you wear a brown eyed smile

While my 'Clean' face is made filthy by tears

How can I tell whats real, When I don't know what I feel?

I stare through a million dead eyes

But its not enough to pierce the lies

And lips I kissed now PLAGUED, My friends?

I held them close now taken far

Brutal emotions endlessly tearing my feeble fragile body

A raw messiah down to the bone

What has all been simplified once called father?

Imaturity, Jealousy, Pathetic, Water dripping

I catch my clothes on every door

I watch the tears everyday

I wait in pain for the day

When they elect the cross over the grave