Hello guys, as you all might or might not know, i have in the past had a real issue with booze and i am one of them people that if i have one drink, basicly im out for the night and wont stop drinkin till the booze (any booze) has ran out! NOt funny really as I have in the process over the years damaged my liver....and i stopped drinking (well actually its binge drinking as i would only ever drink on a friday!) all last summer, however recently since jan my behaviour was gettin back into old habits, i was getting hammered every friday and so last week I decided to give up drinking again! But this time I am going to give up completely (i think and hope!)
Soooooooooooo my mate who is a hypnotherapy nurse (for smoking clinic) put me under and has programmed me not to drink! It was so weird while i was under, it was like i was so heavy and i couldnt move my legs or arms and my hands felt so swollen and i couldnt even open my eyes! it was so mental! Then when she was using the word alchohol i could feel this immense emotion inside me, like i wanted to start crying.....? You see the thing about me is that booze has wrecked lots of lives in my family so i have issues with it, and the weird thing is that i hate smoking, dont even think about it, yet when im drunk i cant stop smoking! So for me, giving up drinking is the best thing for me, although so many people keep saying to me "oh you dont have to give up completely, you can have a few now an then" which really annoys me, imagine sayin to a smoker "ahh stop being silly you can smoke a few now an then!"
Anyway she did hypnosis for about an hour and it felt like 10 mins and it took me ages to snap out of it properly i felt really dizzy and weird!
Ok well i do feel more positive and upbeat today about stuff an weirdly i havent been that hungry! Usually im terrible eating fruits/cereal and just being hungry all day, but just havent felt like that today like i have an inner peace or something!
Only time will tell if it works, but does anyone else have a similar experience, or do people think its total bolloxxx?